had a long day today... had va till lik 4 plus... then got tuition at 5 -7... then another tuition frm 730 to 9... omg.. i'm lik siao...lols..test test everyday.. tml got devt test.. haven study... sian man... guess nt much time to blog liao... lols...

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loads of work ... loads of test too..the plan seems to be lacking behind...dunnoe wad to do ..the motivation seems to be wearing off..sian.. thanks ee siew for the adaptor.. now i can play my guitar wif tat hahas... lol.. gotta go off to do my work..








time do really heal..
i'm much better than last time..
but what i have neglected last time
i may nt get her back..
i may hav accidentally mess wif yr heart but
now i realise that i hav fallen for you..

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realised that my last update was lik wednesday ... lols... ytd had poa tuiton wif ms chung...felt that it was okay lah.. hahas..at nite went out for dinner..till lik 12 +.. dam tired.. had tuition tis morning at 9.. tired... after tuition went gym wif joon lei.. haha now whole body aching..dam.. haven study for today..gotta make up tml... going study now le..








i juz cant get over you
i'm forcing myself to but i cant
i've lost you..but i want you back
i'm nt sure if u know how i feel
mayb u have moved on but i'm still lingering
after these few years
it only had become stronger..
i still thought time would heal
i NEED to learn to let go

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felt good after the workshop.. hahah... studying...everyday!!...after va jiu go home study.. hahas...today o lvl chinese listening comprehension..!!!hahs got cough so must go another rm..had listening.. me darren joanne hui xin mic chia jocelyn n 3 others.. went to a rm.. lols...did listening on the radio 92.4fm...then sch end at 1245 today..when listening to the station today.. felt lik sleeping..
lols... signed up for the standerd chartered marathon!!..hahas gonna run!!.. hahas any one interested? hahs...
today the dam eclipse.. cannot see coz of rain.. lols.. but news say 15th jan got one more!!..must see.. lol..tml gonna watch harry potter!!... hahs a lot ppl say nt nice.. but gonna watch any way.. haha


see tis vids!!!....all i can tink of is ervin!!dam big bird.. haha then the tennis one they laugh i also laugh!! haha












Saying that you are just not worth it
All the pushing won't change my feelings
I am happy to have you,
more than willing to please you
i'm begging you please
don't walk away from me

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hoot.. last day of adam khoo work shop.. there was laughter sadness and all kinds of emotions in that rm... but it was super motivating.. i wil get my straight As.. all i need to do is to plan and folo my plan.. frm now on chiong study liao..no more play play...gotta let all my fustrations.. sadness.. everthing that is bordering me now.. gotta control my emotions.. tis way i can get my As...
wonderful day today...took great photos too...

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omg.. having fever!!.. 38.3... i wan to go for talk tml!!!. argh...talk super fun.. lol...then today had the talk... holding our bladders man.. lols..after the talk.. went to hub.. bought gifts for the trainers..haiz...then went home..







although u hav him now..
its okay..
as long that yr happie..
i'll juz surpress all sadness in me..

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wow.. had a wonderful day today... 1st day of adam khoo.. super powerful man the talk...v motivated.. haha.. make u laugh lik siao man.... hahs then lik every one sabo me do the dance... wad dance?.. CHIWAWA dance...wth.. lols...hahs but i enjoyed it lah.. hahas...









got my best unit cadet plaque.. hahs n badge too.. super nice hahs...

smile tat gloria drew-.-

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today had poa in the 1st period... dam.. tml got poa test.. fking going to fail it..so totally no time..had pe.. trainning for 2.4.. then after that lessons.. after sch had science VA... some ppl were late... then ms yao came in scold scold... then those late de need stay back for 1 gr... i was among them.. but got valid reason...haha... then after VA...445.. rushed to tuition at thompson..5-7.. tutioned science.. 1st lesson... totally dont understand what they talking bat.. but after that still can lah.. after that.. went for el tution.. frm 730 -9..







pissed off.. talk to u .. wan to get some support then fkiung hell link here link there.. wtf.. then dunnoe talk wat hell.. cb.. sauper pissed of.. now cannot do tis cannot do tat.. onli talk abt tis ting then u go talk untill dunnoe wa ting... wtf is tis.. knn..i tink i juz hav to do tis alone wif others now.. canot talk to u abt stuff one.. cb.. fking pissed..---not talking abt any 1 in sch..juz need to vent my dam anger















I'm still all alone

How could this be

You're not here with me

You never said goodbye

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fking pissed now man... crap!.. all crap!!...wtf is tis..ARGHHH!!!

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yeah!!.. finally finish my SGC... its lik 12 now...wonder how to cope tml.. lol.. after the dam VA got tution at 5-7.. then 730-9 still got another tuition.. super busy man!!.. crap.. taking tutions lik no life.. going to have poa soon... must get good marks got o lvls man... one more term to os... every one must work hard!!!... and a few weeks b4 o is prelims!... every thing seems so fast...hahs...








emotions stirring very hard in me..
i juz couldnt control it...
music are making it worse...

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woot.. tiring day today.. hahs.. had swimming lessons in the morning..weather was great.. no sun.. cool breeze.. lol.. then after that went to thompson plaza had lunch.. pepper lunch to be exact.. haha... then went library meet darryl go hub meet gloria went to but meat ball n oyster noodle.. hahs taiwan food.. lols.. nice man..after the tasting of food.. ta bao back for my mum ,.. hah.. then darrly n gloria came my hse study poa.. till lik 6.. then we start playing rabbits and guitar.. lols.. after that went to centra for dinner.. bought the super nice but expensive bb tea.. lol.. cost 3.50 man..for the big de..
tml school starts again.. gotta go slp liao...
enjoying MJs vids..lol..RIP man...








my thoughs are taking its toll on me..
i'm juz thinking stuff that i need nt think abt..
worrying stuff that i dont really need to care about..
but its juz in my mind...

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whole body aching man.. played bball ytd... then dam tired.. today went gym wif jl.. been there 1 hr.. went walking around... after that hub and stuff.. bought a spicy toufu and fish ball...super nice lol.. hahs tml gonna eat the rest hahas... went to thompson plaza had kfc for dinner.. lol sian...tml got swimming!!!....







hes juz an eye candy...
but i could nt do any ting...

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had science common test...the paper was lik easy man.. lol except for some questions...then.. had lessons.. lols.. after tat cme lesson cher came late...sian loads of home work..got other stuff to do too... lik sgc n stuff..tml still got tution...went played b ball .. super tired.. liao..









i dont know wad to do now...
i'm feeling suffocating...
i'm in ruins...

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dam.. i'm still pissed...stupid ass....bloody bitch...
today had humanities va..sian...lessons were okay..wad happen to ms wong.. lik a lot of days nvr come liao..got loads of hw... tml sci common test.. study a bit liao... lol..







its nt i nvr tried..
its juz tat i cant win yr heat?

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sian today bloody question for the oral was .. students lik to persue thier dream wad is yr views?.. easy los today...sian... then had va today.. the cher came late.. then we went in.. do do do work liao... i wanted to go toliet... then i went to the toilet.. soo..then after i come out.. i saw jocelyn.. then went down to 1st floor to talk abt oral.. then after a while..the bloody fk up cher came down... then shout..
cher:OI!
i turned and saw him..
cher:BOY COME HERE..IS THIS YR TOILET?TALKING TO YR FREN IS GOING TO THE TOLIET??
juz then joce was about to walk away...
cher:OI! GRIL COME HERE...
i was lik wtf... then i shoot back him..
me: she juz had oral lah...oi wad...
cher.. lan lan... keep quite.. ask me folo him..
wtf is such cher??? oi at students?
wtf man..
2nd follr toliet canot go mah then go 1st floor lo... ccb..
he is a fking ass man..
go toliet onli mah... then on the way meet fren talk a while is normal de mah...
cbk man him.. fk lah
super pissed now... wan to shot at his dam black face..
super bitch...poliet a bit can nt... any how oi ppl...
oi me can lah..
then nvr find out wad other juz been through any old how oi others... cb..
ppl onli juz finish their oral.. then any how shout shout onli.. he tink he new teacher big ar..
kkn...i tell u ... really.. kkn...super piss dunnoe y got such stupid rude ppl wasting mother earth resources in tis world...
if blog has no restrictions... i fking scold him BL*CK.. full of shit.. look lik one idiot...
fking rude ass-hole...
gd ting got blog tis type of tinbg to vent yr bloody anger on it..
if nt i bloody chout in his dam bird face liao...

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omg dam todays oral.. total screw... screw the surprise question.. wth.. it came out wif..plastic surgery.. wth is ta man.. i tot its lik cip coz the passage was cip.. dam it.. serious..dam the paper.. hope can pass.. juz need u to call me to talk abt it.. feeling lik crap.. super down casted man..argh!!!!


nice song...




It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough...
mayb we're juz not meant to be

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omg tml chinese o lvl!!...orla.. sian.. dunnoe wad they will test on.. the 1st 2 days are already a disater.... sian.. wish me luck bah..nth much to blog about these days.. hahs
today woke up lik 8 +.. then chiong hse work.. after that went out at 1030...watch transformers wif jvl.. super nice man.. its lik left me in the world haven watch tat show los..hahs.. but finnally got to see it.. got loads of work haven finish... gotta go do liao...nitez ppl..






had great times wif you..
but never cease to miss you..

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today.. boring.. nth to do..woke up lik 9.. then had breakfast.. did some hse work.. then did home work.. went to grandma hse..played gunz wif couz... lols..been long since i played tat man.. lols..

















couldnt take my mind off u..
even when doing my work..
juz cant get enough of u..
i onli get to see you tat little...

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thursday... extra leson was humanities.. omg.. again.. lik super bored.. sian...had classes normally. today...then went home.. hahs went to cut hair too.. hahs then ended the day wif a jog.. long one.. lol..








even when i try to take my mind off u..
it just filled up even more of it..

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omg..i'm still eating.. tis 1045 now..dam loads of home work.. sian.. everyday got extra lessons... hahs...juz finished a maths.. doin el now..still got geo hw.. but doing another day... sian.. today lessons per noraml regardless of the h1n1.. lols.. the HENE:).. hahs..now cases are mild.. tats wad they say.. but got 789 cases los...hahs..








i'll be missing you always..
even though we still tak to each other..
always...

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