i'm gald i can talk to you now..some times i tink that you hate me?..some times i guess that u dont hate me..?itinkijustmissyou...

hoot today speech day!!!..super fun!!!...i tink i'm gonna miss sch man..all the good memories...
always after hearing the band play.. i got tis feeling of regret nt joining band on sec1..lol..
their pieces all so nice.. omg.. hahas...okok..

morning went to sch..wif my full u.. sooo. nice hahs...then had lessons...cme.. nth to do.. hahas played loco-roco...hahas..then next period is humanities...then had poa.. chinese then phy...
the el.. then sch release liao for speech day ppl..went GO practise..

then went ate at macs..then went to get ready for SPEECH DAY!!...

the GOH was lik early.. then i was lik soo nervous...hahs but did nt cock up.. hahs...luckly..
thanks to those wish me gd luck... =)...c:..

after speech day was lik...8 9 o clock...went kfc ate...c:...
now is lik 12 liao... wanna slp...tml moring got tuition...


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confused abt you..
i'm sorry if i made you feel this way..
now theres 2 paths for me..
if i choose one i'll need forgo the other..
i juz dont know wad to do..
can you giv me some signs..

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hoot.. tml speech day!!..prepared hard for it.. hahs
now doing up my uniform n boots.. its.. lik 10.15 liao.. omg..
on need slp liao hahs...
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hoot at last finish polish liao.. its lik 11.. omg..

okay let start blogging..hoot... today morning.. dam the temperature taking excerise...
take up lik 3/4 of the pe lesson los.. onli played lik 2 games...sch was fine.. hahs then benjamin nvr come..
got a C.O.P.E.S book..then can disturb him.. but he nvr come.. hahs
after sch.. when walking to phy class tat time...
OMG!!!.. they put the last year photo of speech day up there!!..got my photo super big...

had phy n el remedial class..
went home then rush to lib studied wif andrew n ll..
came back n did uniform.. omg.. need to slp liao..

(P.S. tis post is b4 speech day.. too tired so nvr press publish.. haha)




Again I burn to take it all..
but inside my head I hit the wall..
Because I don’t know..
I don’t know..
I let go again..
i juz need to see you..

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hoot.. long time nvr blog liao.. no time hahs..
haha morning went swimming lesson...had theroy test...then went swim..weather dam hot...
then went meet marcus at city hall...
went see guitar.. going buy on 1/6/09!! yuppie... lol
going buy a gibson or fender hahas.. may change lah..
hHaha...then went home do chinese.. bored..
watch F1!!.. hahas...
can wait for HARPERS ISLAND...





when i see you..
the feelings strong..
the force is strong..
wonder wadds that called..

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i tink i'm falling deeper into love..i juz wan to see you happy..

hahs its night time now.. back to blog again...eheh.. wa after the nationals..hand and legs lik jelly..
.. nt an expression.. but for real.. hahas..
went back to sch for assmebly..987 came to my sch haha..
sue and shan.. were there..haha..

oh.. had speech day training.. lol..
and someting to say..
its nt my dream.. to be PC.. lol
its juz that its a principal.. lol

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HOOT!!!.juz finish my 100m nationals.. yeah .. got 1.13s..new best personal timing!!!..

now english lesson... doing some blog stuff.. on el lesson...so take tis chance nerd around.. update a bit.. lol..

need to make a blog.. then c some vid..then comment.. lol..

hahas gonna do work liao.. will update later at nite.. c:...











every time i see you..

i feel sad..

i'll cherish every time i look at you...

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i know u hate me but can you forgive me?..i juz wan you to be happy..its okay if you dont wan to ADD me into yr heart..juz smile every time i see you and i'll know..

omg today went nationals..dam scard.. but nt bad.. at the end quite fun.. lol
got 3 or 4th lerh.. eh timing was lik 30.33 s.. hoot!!.. better then i expected..
thought i would get lik last or some ting.. hahas but dident..lol

went back to sch had lik 15 mins of el.. then a maths.. went back coz of a maths loo.. hahas
then had humanities.. next was tc..after sch... went back of sch...went home and tutioned..
tired .. tml still got com..100m.. hahas wonder wadd will i get... lol..wish me best of luck..
c: ...





all i really wanted was for you to be happie..
they told me u lik me..
i was confused..

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if you forgive me tell mi.. dun let me live in a world thati tink u hate me..c:

HOOT!!... tml nationals!!.. omg.. im lik having pre competition stress!!...
ARGHH!!...
cant blog today..too stress up liao.. omgomg..
must relax.. rmb COPES!!...hahs..
any wat congrates to chinese dance for getting gold!! hahas... i must try at least get bronze...( which is lik so nt possible) hahs...
okok im gonna slp.. so got energy tml!! hahs wish me gd luckk..
im goanna pray too... hahas





i wont forget you
that last pic..
i'll cherish ..
till we meet again
and time makes it harder

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i really sorry.. hope you will forgive me..i'm missing you so much..i cant take it.. even you're nt here.. i'll imagine that you're here with me..my heart breaks lik a glass thrown...c:

wooot.. 2 days nvr blog liao.. dam sian..every night watch tv.. lol.. okays.. so today..1st period is lik humanities.. its lik so boring.. dunnoe wadd the teacher talk abt..lol..
2nd period is POA!!.. got test.. is lik every tue got test de los...
then chinese period cher nvr come... then a maths..teacher teach maxia n minia point..
quiet easy lerh..then 2 el periods los.. after sch.. bloody hell those childish ppll
play ice in canteen...wtf..had 2 hrs of poa.. quite enriching.. hahas





i'll be waiting no matter what happens..
i will nt fang qi..
i'll b waiting..c:

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i really sorry i told some one.. didnt knew it would turn out tis way..mayb u hate me now.. but i'll still love u no matter what.. u didnt add me.. in to your heart but its okay...i love u..missing you always..c:

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try hard to forget you.. but its juz nt enough..COPES is a gd way.. but i juz need time..

today moring CT!.. geoo. okay lah .., can do..then ms lau write wrong the timing..
doin last question half way.. suddenly tink of you... then cannot carry on.. then forget it .. juz pass up...
next was lik +1.. emoed there..
then recess.. ate laksa.. lol.. phy then pc.. last period went tc home room..did some asean tinggy... then went gym... haha .. train and left for jamming.. at thompson..
came home and went jogging.. wait for the ryan lik 1 hr man..
ran 2.4.. timing constant.. haha..
next week goanna hav competition liao...haha wish me luck.. lol





I just cant take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever

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i noe i called at the wrong time.. i'm sry.. reali..but i'll still wait for you.. i don't feel that i'm wasting my time.. juz giv me a sign and i'll call you again.. i miss you..

tml common test!! GEO.. studying at this time.. lol.. 10.22..
had cme at the 1st period.. emo there.. play wif phone.. took pics of ppl lol..update another day bah..then had ss.. next was poa.. chinese phy.. had phy test.. quite easy. hahs.. then was el.. after el wenthome then went lib study wif zw.. then rayn came.. hahas then say ks xr and jw..xchange notes wif ks.. and studied.. had tuition adn met ks at my hse there.. she pass me the notes.. then went home los.. haha.. needa study for geo!!..

gotta study for geo.. tml going gym and jam later.. hahs





i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time you leave my heart turns gray

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staring at my com..juz wondering..even u said we're juz frens...i'll be waiting for you..i love you..c:

.. i juz had so much hope on it..i juz love u so much thats no turning back for me..

today had pe 1st period.. played hand ball..
then was em maths
after that is poa.. got back our test.. got 18/30...
then was a math,el n cl...
after sch had el.. then played frisbee..lost to teacher and draw 2 games..





u look so beautiful and cute..
when you sitting there..
its hard for me to look away..
so i try to find the words that i could say..
and i could onli come up with..
i love you..and i'm missing you ..

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its been 6 days..w/o you..missing you lik nvr before...dont know why tis feeling keep stiring up in me..i may nt be able to survive for another day..yr coming back tml..glad..after such a long trip.. take much rest can gd care of yr self.. cannot afford to be sick..mid yr coming.. wish c: best of luck and hope u'll do well..c:.. i want to call .. but afraid that i hav nothing to talk to you abt...cya tml...

1st peroid chua N square.. nvr come..went canteen habb relief...did nth.. waste time.. lol then rasyhid all disturb kelly...lol.. then was CME ... again waste time.. did nth.. no one listening to cher AGAIN.. lolx... then was lik pe..we played hand ball.. total trash other teams..-.-..lol
going to hav pe again tml.. hahs..
then recess. liao poa...test!!.. omg..total dunnoe how to do..
fail liao..
then was lik chinese los.. we had debate ...
lol i n the cheng kai was lik so innocent los.. kanna pull into the debate tinggy...
then they were 'fighting' so happily..
the topic is abt prom night.. whether to go for it or nt.. lol..
then i said someting a bit nt relevent.. then ms lim camoe tell mi nt to continue to rub into tis topic..-.-...
then i silence los..
after that was lik el..
didi the one minute speech..
said abt afraid of losing my limb..
they all ask me to say i'm afraid to lose jocelyn...actually ture lah..lolx
but m lee say must say realitic ting.. so i said afraid of losing my limbs.. coz i love sports...
i engage in many sports... and if i lose my limbs lik my hand then cannot hug c:..lol

then after sch no e maths coz the teacher got meeting...
a maths was push forward... before going in to class.. i called jocelyn los.. wanted to talk .. but sudden lost for words.. lol.. then went in to the class onli hand full of ppl los... lik onli 8 went..
then wanted to play fribee.. but ms kang dun habb.. jiu play soccer los..
damit.. dive for the ball then cut my leg... went np rm bandage my leg...
put the swipe..super pain sia...wa...but ok liao los..went home sat down on my table.. then rmb.. got tution .. omg.. forgot go.. lol..





i'm desprate for your voice..
longing to see you everyday..
I was born to tell you that i love you..
And I'm tired of being all alone..c:

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OMG.. it has been 5 days.. and im feeling lik that...i tink yr coming back tml.. i hope soo..

today monday.. hav chem in the morning... then was.. el...every one goanna giv a one minute speech on what are you afraid of.. lol every one laughing...then was chinese..then a maths...
ha..after that was lik e maths.. then tc... today quite boring.. lol nth much..

then after sch was lik..chinese.. 1st time i sat down and did my work.. lol.. omg shit.. tml poa test.. arghh... dunnoe any ting abt it..
after chinese was lik humanities work shop..
dam the cher man.. dun let us go frisbee... wth..lol..
went at lik 5.30.. played one game wif the NPis..
they suck lik dunnoe wat...
trash them 7-1...lol..-.-
then they lik super ass.. any how kpkb...nvr did the foul they shout foul.. lol..
bloody..
oh ya and comfirm liao ytd.. when going back home saw ee siew and her whole family in her car i tink.. lol...
when going to meet ryan saw adeline.. lol the 301 de.. i guess...





i've been away from you for far too long
i sit alone as the night goes by
stare at the phone and wait for your reply
i call u on the fone, but you're nvr at home..
wish you where by my side c:

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Training hard for the nationals....although knew that gonna kanna trash but.. still con make it de.. hahs.. wif some support for some ppl. can de haha..

morning went run wif asraf ryan n ghee sheng...timing improve :].. hahas..
at stadium.. saw a lot of female rugby players..lol all the big big size one imba..
bang ryan he fly... hahs... wth ting is asraf told me that those big big size de.. change on the grand stand!!! lol..

then went run my 2.4..
went home n studied chinese -.-.. must work hard for it man.. although know that will fail...but jia you c: n every one!!


slept till lik 6.. then went run again...now tis time run lik 5km ++.. lik no kick...
then ryan help my buy sticky...went central meet him pass me sweet.. on the way saw adeline.. lol..almost bang her.. she wear black black.. there no light.. lol...

y every one ask me go watch movie man...i wan keep all those movie go watch wif c: de.. lol...
monday got phy test.. tink will quite easy..
then tue habb POA test...correction of errors...
that one dunnoe how to do sia...
must study liao...

















you walked away and I could hardly breathe
I'm shivering as the truth is settling
i rmb when you were falling
i was there to hold you..
and now i long for you
wishing that you would come back one day...

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today.. morning jiu rain le...then sian.. no pe.. pe was lik theory.. abt ne msg... 1st they give out the NYAA bronze cert...n badge...must pin on the collar..lik hell would any one pin..

then next was poa.!!got back test...got 46/60 for it.. sian.. wei ming got half marks more..

he the highest.. gd work man.. hahs..bloody a lot of mistake...if nt can lik 50 plus...

then saw the ca 1 de marks for POA.. i got 84.. 1 in class. then LL got 83 2 in class..

then after that was lik recess.. went play soccer.. then e maths.. ms wong nvr come again..

then el.. then a maths..got back our test paper!!! dam it.. got lik 15/40 lah...

whole class onli 3 pass.. the rest is lik 10.. 11.. 0!!.. or 1..then was lik hum.. then tc..





after sch went to play soccer...then frisbee...plaed till lik 5.. then went home..

slept from 6-7.. super tired..then got 2 siao kia come 'rape; me.. wa pian..





got tution at 7.45..then came backk.. blog los.. tried.. liao.. tml going swim wif jourz n ghee sheng,... hahs










one look from you..
and i just died in your arms
must be some kind of kiss
without you feels kinda bored and longed for you
with you around, joy feels my life..c:

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woot...today..monday..sian day... 1st period was chem.. then cher check hu got bring tb..lucky i brought all the books.. bloody books.. bag super heavy then she onli giv notes to those 11 ppl..then went on to hav a maths.. dunnoe wadd the teacher talking abt..sian.. must tution laio!!..then recess.. played soccer.. then hum.. rasyhid n aaron was lik having live concert..
singing.. then ying si and sabrina was lik taking pics of every one wif stupid background.. haha
but was funny.. go to ying si blog to c rasyhid pic :) lol..

chinese teacher was lik keep yaking at us asking up to study..e maths.. then phy..
phy.. did experiment.. then those ppl ask us go take our ez-link card.. super retarted los..
use our pri sch photo.. super ugly man...sian..

then tc.. she explaining tinggy...lucky the carrer book sold finish.. then chinese she was taking again... after that was hum work shop..fnish liao played soccer wif rasyhid they all.. had much funn laughing hahas... then went to cut hair...-.-...
tml POA test!!.. omg scared..cannot get high marks..

GD LUCK band for your SYF !!!!!!! hahas





you're the angel i wanted to see
you're the angel i dreamt to be
oh baby never leave me
or let me be...c:

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FRIDAY..

woo..ytd nvr update blog..came back frm divi party dam late le..
friday common test..omg fail man.. everyone...most of the class actually...onli benjamin confident tat he will pass..its lik super hard los.. every one was emoing after the CT.. even yu pei .. also super angry..
then during +1 e math we were talking abt the test.. n ms wong is lik v angry too coz we nt doing her work.. haha.. then after sch..got some ne quizz..everyone did it.. its a must...
its lik u answer some question then u get money then u build...
hahas in the end every one will get a rank.. i got expert architect.. hahas the highest..onli lik got one more person got it...lol..
then chiong home then went to meet ww n guan qing.. went to clark quay bought sweets.. :D.. saw them made the sweets.. then i ask them if wan put name in the seww must how much.. guess how much it was.. bloody $420!!.. for 10 kg... a bomb man...

then went on to meet valarie tham n precella... wait for them lik forever man... then after waiting for them waited for leonard.. its the longest wait i ever had... nvr had i wait for ppl lik tat long...
in the end reached divi there at lik 6+ 7 lik that...went there nerd around.. played pool.. ps 2.. then played cards... won $3.. retaded...
reach home abt... 11.. bath then slept..

SATURDAY..
woke up lik 5 am los...then went to c both my grandfather...lol.. came back slept lik 2 hrs.. then study chinese.. went running wif ryan n melvin... then homed.. nth much today...
competition swimming next 2 weeks!!!.. gaven train yet.. omg goann kanna OWN...
nvm.. can win de!!> hahas.. impossible break it up is I M POSSIBLE!!!..lol.. okay.. super lame.. nvm...hahs.. any way gd luck band!! 3 more days to SFY!!..
relax.. no need to scared...must be confident.. tink that sure win de.. then can win de..hahs gd luck!!!

(P.S. ryan is craping.. what ever he says..CRAP!!).. hahas




i'll be here..
i'll be waiting..for you..
so.. if you come here..
you'll find me..
i promise...
i'll wait for you..

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arghh to day 1st period jiu pe le..played soft ball practically trash every team..untill when played wif jocelyn the team...i dun dare shoot.. hahas later her legs all blue back.. :( then i told my team relax dun play untill soo rough...lol then hui shi said some phrase in chinese: da zai.. someting some ting tong zai xin li...then all was lik -.-..lolx.. after that hui shi pei joce go canteen .. she nt feeling well.. then went on to pawn the rest of the ppl..

after that was e math..shi wei gabe n aloy.. she ask me send them down.. then when i com eup.. she tell me she write wrong name!! then i was lik.. ya april fool rite.. she was lik no!..she wrote malvin's name instead..
then recess, poa,el,cl...then went home..took gym stuff then returned to sch for el then went gym wif ghee sheng n steven n ervin..
after that went home the go lib study los.. that ghee sheng gd man.. last min tell me dun wan go run marathon liao.. then super bored...

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